< Frustration.
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Isn't this an awful feeling?
The feeling that no matter how much you love someone they don't feel it - it's like this recurring dream that I have, where I'm standing next to Mme. Scarlette and I'm trying to get her attention by yelling, and she doesn't notice, so I come right around in front of her and start kicking her in the face, and she just keeps going what? Is someone there?
I just hate it, I hate feeling like I'm not making any difference. Like no matter what I do I won't make you happy, won't make you love me enough to love yourself. You know?
And I don't know why I even try.
But I do.
And I can't make myself stop trying.
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